sunday, october 31

yesterday, 30 october is my mother's birthday.
happy birthday mom =) I love you mom.

miss youuu *kisshugs*
celebrating the birthday of the mother, without me.=((((

this is a little cake from me to

celebrate mom's birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM :)

share about my life :
I began to feel distant from my close friends. and its true.
and I began to realize, any time n wherever we are,
we must believe in ourselves.
no one in charge of your happiness except you.
I believe time heals everything.
n life is too short to waste time hating anyone. forgive them for everything =)

i cant stop eatingggg! OMG! everytimes when i say " i wanna DIET from now on"
its always failed!! =((
everyone says that im too FAT now! HELPP!
todays menu :
breakfast : cianjur
lunch : buffet @raja kuring
dinner : jala-jala + JCO yogurt

monday, october 25

today's very funny. sorry feli, we're just kidding. =)))


RED movie again, eat REDMango,
I already told my friends that I've feeling with one man. but I'm not sure.
then they gave me a lot of advice. thank you friends.

jakarta heavy rain flushed, flooding and traffic jams everywhere

do not know why, lately my mood is not stable
sometimes happy, sometimes sad, sometimes angry, I can not control it.

find lookbook.nu, I love it. there are very fashionable.
ive register the modelling competition,wish me luck :)

ps: havent text me yet! :(
hope tommorow will be better :)
*news* there was an earthquake in Sumatera,Indonesia. 7,2 SR , 21.40 WIB
lets pray for the best =)
 
night fellas :)

friday, october 22

uda lama ga nonton dvd serial taiwannnn! dlu sih tiep hari kerjaan na nonton dvd muluuu =P
ni judul na Personal Taste, lucuu,kerenn,n cakepp sekalii lee min ho nyaa! omaigatomaigattt!
i really fall for himmm! hhihii
oyaa,tadi g uda ntn stepup3 lohh! yg 3D,n bego na g lupa pk lens! jdi na g pake dobel kcamata nih ceritanyaa,hhaha,konyol abis!
btw,btw,bsog g pengen ikutan jualan bunga n ngamen lagiii buet cari dana amal,tapii ...

thenn, kmaren g jam 3 nih baru tidur gara2 ngob ga jelas ama sandra,my house mate!hhaha
ehh2, nih g share foto gw ama housemate ga jelas inii!hahhaa

nih teddy g,g,n sandra

housemate g yang ODONG jugaa,

ga kalah odong ama g!hahhahaa

i just realized that everyday is an extraordinary day! 

thanks god for today!

hope tommorow will be better =)

nb. you promise me,you owe me! im waiting for you to text me asap! =)

goodnight bloggers!

<3<3<3

thursday, october 21

uda pengen nge blog ni dari kemaren,tapi lappy ku baru pulang hari ini :D welcome home again baby!
oiah g punya banyak cerita nih, berhubung udah lama ga ngeblog,hehe
sekarang rambut g uda beda lohh! *berasa.makin.cakep* hhihi

liet,beda kan stelah di make up?hehhe

nih foto gw ama my hairdresser/makeup artist

ci Lia-me-ko Stephen

they are so funny! happy to be cooperated with them :)

g blom nonton stepup3 nihh =(((

kmaren maw nonton ga ada tiket lagii,jadi na nonton RED,its so cool! nice movie!hahaha

hope tommorow will be better :)

just pray for the best.

nite blogs!

XOXO

friday, october 8

sharian ga kemana-mana, kerjain something buet birthdaygift temen g :)
hope she'll like it :):):)
i alrd do my best :p

nonton pemilihan putri indonesia! g suka yang dari Jambi, cakep cakep cuaakkkeeepp! hhihiii
sapa yang menang yaaa? g ga ntn habis sihh,hhehe
tb2 mood g hilang bgitu saja, jd sensi abixx! = ="
sorry ya teman kalo kata2 yg tidak menyenangkan dr g =(

trus trus gr2 badmood, jd na males ngom ni, jd na g kpikiran cr info martha tilaar n mustika ratu :)
nyesel juga kmaren knp ga langsung trima tawaran jadi model mustika ratuuuu! ggrrr!
but, i alrd said that NEVER REGRET EVERYTHING =)
ive try! but still cant =(
now, all i really want is Photographic & Fashion Make Up Diploma di Puspita Martha International Beauty School.
but, mother pasti ga izinin kalo g masuknya skrg, scra g kmaren jnji k nyokap stlh lulus S1 g bakal ngmbil diploma iniii, n nyokap juga mendukunggg,
nah mslhnya skrg g uda ga pngn lg lanjutin ni kuliahh, pengen na lsg masuk k PMIBS, =((
mommy.mommy.mommy!!!
=="
pliissssss :):):)
but,apapun yg mommy tawarin ke aku,aku tawu itu adalah yang terbaik buet akuuuu :)
thanks for everything mother :) i love you :)

hope tomorrow will be better :)
aaa.jadi kangen ama FAMILY ku tercintaaa :):):)

wednesday, october 6

hari ini libur lagii,hhee ga ngampus,ga kerjain tugas,feel free :)
housemate g lg pengen makan kwetiaw penang, so we go to Little Penang di TA,
its yummy! serasa di Malaysia sekaliii :D:D:D
recommended!hhaha

its nasi hainam :)
like thiss!hhaha

this is kwetiaw penang! so yummmyyy!


en this one is
lumpia penang!
i dont really like it,hhihii








itu smua kita habiskan b2,hahhaa
ga habis sih,lumpia na masi sisa bnyakk,ga sesuai selera kita sihh,hhehe
but, Little Penang recommended deh!hhaha

eh ini g baru ambil foto na di FB,hhe

ini tulisan buet anak-anak di YOI
keep smiling friends :)
we're here! you're not alone =)











ini semua tulisan buet mereka :):):)

TETAP SEMANGAT TEMANNN!
KEEP SMILING :)


waaa,besok uts dimulaiii
ujian PIO, n mpe skarang g blom belajar, mmg open book sih ujian naa =P
*mentangmentangOBjadigabelajar*
but, wishmeluckfortomorrow :):)

hope tomorrow will be better :):):)
keep smiling everyone =)

tuesday, october 5

hoolaaa :)
ga kerasa uda lama ga ngeblog gara2 lappy gw masuk rumahsakit, hhi
kmaren nih baru pulang nih lappy naa. welcome home lappy =)

oiah,pagi ini g ga ngampus gara2 ga ada kelas, cuma ada kelas KP PIO doang, n g mmg ga niat masuk soalnya kmaren begadang mpe stenga 2 untuk kerjain tugas kepribadian 2.

sharian dirumah mulu mmg sungguh membosankann!
Oiah, tadi siang g dapet kabar buruk yg membuat g sedih sekaliii =( jd na males bbm an, males makan, buttt, after talk to my dear best friend " cynthia taruna " slama 2 jam, feel better. much better. g aja skrg uda ga kepikiran msalah itu lagi,
LET IT FLOW LET IT BE :)

hope tommorow will be better :)
keep smiling
-XOXO-

hello!

Just wanna try to blogging from my phone!hha

12-13 JUNE

have a greatnight with sandra, we both going to TA, shopping!

hahaha :D:D:D lovelovelove ittt!

n today me n my besties was "belajar bareng di central park"

but at last,we "makan bareng",hahaa

1.we gather in Shihlin

2. take a seat in J.Co-eat yoghrut, waiting for umboh!

3. wanna starbucks! but the seat was full,so we take a seat in ColdStone-icecream!

4. then, we're hungry!hahha so,we decide to eat Shabu-shabu in ShabuSlim-all you can eat!

thennnnn,

ill be a FATTY JENNY!

:((((

thankyou!

thankyou my dear friends !
i love.love.love you all :D:D:D

special thanks to parerepa.bertakawai.umboh.sandra :D:D:D

nothing to lose =)

There are times

When you make me laugh
There are moments when you drive me mad
There are seconds when I see the light
Though many times you made me cry
There’s something you don’t understand
I want to be your man


Chorus:
Nothing to lose
Your love to win
Hoping so bad that you’ll let me in

I’m at your feet
Waiting for you
I’ve got time and nothing to lose


There are times when I believe in you
These moments when I feel close to you
There are times I think that I am yours
Though many times I feel unsure


There’s something you don’t understand
I want to be your man
Chorus:
Nothing to lose
Your love to win


Hoping so bad that you’ll let me in
I’m at your feet
Waiting for you
I’ve got time and nothing to lose


I’ll always be around you
Keep an eye on you
Cos my patience is strong
And I won’t let you run
Cos you are the only one


Nothing to lose
Your love to win
Hoping so bad that you’ll let me in


I’m at your feet
Waiting for you
I’ve got time and nothing
But even though the
Cold from your still beatingnd even though the cold in your eyesmakes me freeze all the
Time

<3<3<3

lovely june!

WELCOME june !
it means i'll back to my hometown ASAP !! =)

j.u.n.e :)
im in LOVE :)

i want i want i want

i really ngidam Shabu-shabuuuu :(

simple plan about my holiday =)

I already have some food list when I go back to Medan this june.

=) kari bihun "tabona"

 

=) sang o babura

=) kodok goreng binjai

=) ifu mie binjai

=) nasi goreng pekantan

=) etc!

back from my holiday,ill be a fatty jenny! =((((

Redang Island, locally known as Pulau Redang or just “Redang” is one of the largest islands off the east coast of Malaysia. Redang is one of nine islands, which form a marine park. It’s popular for snorkeling and diving activities.

Redang has one of the best beaches in Malaysia and one of the clearest waters.

  
this is the place I will visit next month of July. A truly amazing place =)but,i'll be "lalat" there (aloneee! they all hav "couple")anybody wanna accmpny me in there?hahha XD

cute boy!

my cute nephew!!!

shopping day :)

I was very upset yesterday.
with sandra, we went to TA, have lunch in there, and shopping. hahaha.
i bought a heels, 2 dresses n belt too :)
Then we go into Zara, I tried the clothes there, sandra too. and finally, sandra buy one outfit.
i love this jeans skirt,but its too short! :(

oh, finally i eat pancake durian!!!

really love it :):)

good bye.

See, how stupid I was!! just thinking about people who never thought of me. But now I've realized, I would not be a fool again, I would not think about it anymore. You have died in my heart. bye my friend.
remember, i never regret have a friend like you. n thanks for everything that you ever do for me.

photo session

really tired-day. imagine, go to bed at 3:30 in the morning, wake up at seven in the morning.
I only slept a few hours and have activities throughout the day, woww, really tired.
in the morning already had to get ready, because there was a shooting.
in the evening, I, sandra, Shanti n berta was planning to go to the movies, but canceled because of some things and ultimately we had dinner at fish n co.hhaha

hope today photo session not in vain :)
thanks to ci amel n ci saly for today photo-session,hha
i will upload the photo ASAP ! :)

again n again :(

i cry again!!! really hate it!
i hate it!!!
but i cant stop the tears :(

new hair :)

today is my last day attended the midterms. Finished exams, me n beber go to TA,
i cut my hair,shoulder-length hair. hahaha :)
this is aksi buangsial kuu,haha
just kidding,wkk,my besties told me to cut out shoulder-length hair,n i did it,hha
n surprise! i love my new hair!
its make me looked more fresh than before :)
i havent take any picture with my camera,,but i will upload my new hair ASAP

this is a simple note for my besties :)
thanks my besties
i really appreciated everything that you do for me :)
support me when im down, listen to my story, accompany me when im alone, n many more,
i cant explain how lucky i am to have friends like you all :)
thanks for being my friend =)

ill do my best

yes, if you really think that I was the cause of all this happened, from my deepest heart I say sorry. But try to behave a little more mature, I am truly sorry for all this, this is not what I want.


I wrote this because I have not wanted to be a stupid little girl that you can use whenever and wherever you are.

I will give more priority to me than anyone else.
 
up to you how you look at me, but I really do not intend to kidding with you.


and lastly, I never disappointed like this to you.

im back

hello my dear blog,
had a very long time I did not share the story with you. My day is getting better now, I've managed to get a first job, his salary was not much, but I have great experience there. Now I'm focusing on my studies, but I still want to take another job even though my mother didn't really agree, but I still want to try it. 1 week later,I will test, but I haven't learned, and my quiz grades also decreased, dizziness.

n i really confused now.dont know how to choose the right one.
hmmph.oh god,help me!!
wish me luck for my exam =)

27-02-10

seminar at 9a.m
we are attending this seminar :)

after lunch,me n berta was going to senci n senayan =P
zara's heels drive us crazy!!
there is so many stuff that we both really want!!!
so terrible,hahahhaaa
but at least,we're watching sogo fashion show,hha

26-02-10

velent-vaniie-me:)

CP'ers =D

really fun today :)

meet cp'ers after a long long time,hha

thanks for akong for taking photo,haha

oh,i have our modelling class video,ill upload in here as soon as possible =D

wish tomorrow will be better than today :)

n thanks god for today :P

01-02-10

speed my all day in home,

baking n online!

its name kue kacang,hhaa

dont know wat happen,but today i feel better than yesterday,hha

i do everything i like

but,in the midday,i feel damn bored!

but now,feel happy, =D

i take so many photo with my sistaa,hha

=)

18-01-10

spend my full time in home =)

baking,online,n hang out with my family =)

not bad , hhe

there is me n my lovely sista !

hha,i have so many things to write here,hhaa

at first,i feel so bored in medan,without my friend,hha

but,day by day,i know the truth,

yeah,at first,really disappointed!

but,im sorry,not my problem now,hahaha

=D

i filled my day with baking,

i have made cookies,chocoball n brownies already,hahaa

n

i hate this feeling,

i really miss you!

however i forget you,

you always in my mind,

hope to meet you soon =)

PS : i know,but hope yousayitgently =)

08-01-10

could i say i will miss eu??
haix,,
miss euu like hell ='(

7-01-10

go back to medan!!
mlm na kumpul" ama temen",,senang nyaa =D