22.08.11

i cant explain how i feel today :(

want to text him, but im too afraid its just make him more harder to let me go. wanna ask him, wat are you doing? have you alrd take your dinner? i dont know why i take this decision. its hurt both of us.

thats why i busied myself lately.

bodyscrubing yesterday. massage today. nailart tonight. maybe tomorrow ill facial.

ohgod! wat the hell im doing?

i really care about him. im sorry boy for taking this way, maybe its the best way for us.

better now than it hurt you more sick tomorrow.

oh ya! today i got interviewing with psychiatric at RSJ.Sumber Waras. for our project.

then, we celebrate umboh n celin belated birthday :)

thats cupcakes was so cute!!

i want it!!

guys! i request it for my birthday okayyy? :D

21.08.11

its our anniv. 2 months :)

he give me a bouquet of flowers! thanks boy!

i love it :)

but its over now. hope you can understand.

today is our last day

tomorrow will never be the same as today

quotes: "men aren't perfect, so are women. dont feel that bad when love fails. it's not just about perfection."

so let me go if you really love me. thanks for everything.

be a man boy!

20.08.11

really confused!

crying all night long n still thinking about what ive done! but i sure about my decision. maybe im not the best but i alrd do my best :) hope you can found someone better than me :)

you still my best boy!

ive canceled about going to dufan w. my friends today

its time to me to keep my self busy so i dont think about him anymore

i clean my room, write blogs, sleep or anything else

tomorrow is our anniv. 2 months, sorry if ive done something that can hurt you, i really mean it. n thanks for everything you've done for me. thanks for this sweet memories. ill keep it. i promise it.

17.08.11

today is our independence day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY INDONESIA :D

okay,our trip today is going to grandindonesia then centralpark!

its about BIGSALE on there!!!

we're so excited about it!!

then we met berta's friends from palembang, cepao n oneng!

nice name right?? wakkaka they two was so funny!

im too tired today. need more sleep!

so i wont write to much tonight!

goodnight :)

cupcupmwaaks!!

16.08.11

feel so desperate now a days

feels so blue

dont know what should i do

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hello guys! here i come back again :)

my holiday is near to over :( thursday i'll start my routines like wake up early - going to college - back n sleep! its sucks!

but i missed it all after a long long holiday :D

missing my lovely kindly friend :)

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oh ya! now im in my private room :)

moved to kos alrd :) its so glad to have a kindly friends :)

they help me when i was about to move here!

thanks my dear!!

they help me to clean up my room, design it to be a good room, accompany me to bought home needs, and so much i cant explain it out :)

okay,its about my holiday!!

cekidot!

I LOVE BALI

WE LOVE BALI

then when 13.08.11
we celebrate our besties birthday!

its floren :D

miss. Otuke!!

happybirthday my dear flo!

happybirthday my dear bro anthonyguo!